(Indulge me this post. It’s valentine’s day…)

Ah, if only girls knew just how lovely they are.

Oh c’mon, indulge in your own childhood happily-ever-after dreams. Well, reality naturally has to be tempered, but still, pragmatism over passion is no way to keep the dream alive. It is no way to live.

After all the frustrations of the past three years with same person, i still have to hold on and to hope. For once i’ve not had a valentine’s day with fear, lying to myself that things will work even even as we ate opposite each other, knowing you’d crap up something within a fortnight. Tis’ good, today. Tis’ good. Lonely but peaceful.

Despite how much i dislike those parts of you, despite how little i’ve been thinking of you, despite you never liking me, admittedly, there will always be some part of you deep down inside.

Sounds cheesy, but that’s the way it is. :) Oh wells, comparing thee to a summer’s day.

p.s. teddy’s doing fine.

p.p.s. ever since you gave teddy to me our first v-day, in a crumpled kino bag, i’ve been wondering: where exactly did he come from? love him the same, no matter what.